I don't want to write too much, as I have a busy day ahead of me. I'm on my way to go buy a Tiara to wear out to dinner and to the bar tonight! I have friends coming to dinner, and my sister, a friend and I are going bar hopping tonight. I plan to enter my 30s in style! And probably throwing up in my kitchen sink later tonight.
Yes, I have a babysitter, and we are taking a cab. I am somewhat responsible.
I wrote a whole big birthday post yesterday, so I really don't want to delve into all those emotions again today. But what I do want to do is post my birthday song. This is so incredibly special to me, because it was played last year on my birthday by Barry. Little did we know it would be the last birthday he celebrated with me. I copied the text I wrote on face book, because I don't even want to have to re-write it.
My Birthday Song courtesy of Barry. Last year we were on our way to BC on my 29th Birthday, and had to stop at the bank to take out some cash on our way there. I was PISSED at him b/c I thought I had forgotten my makeup bag at the house and he wouldn't let me go back to the house to get it (even though we were less than 10 min away). He told me to just buy new makeup when we got to Canada, and of course I was NOT happy b/c I wanted my own stuff. We got to the bank, and even though he had told me not to dig through the suitcases, I waited for him to go inside, and then tore through them looking for my makeup bag. I found it, but never told him. I pretended to be mad still when he got back to the van from being inside. When we were pulling out of the bank parking lot, he looks at me...puts this song on and starts singing and making fun. I couldn't help but not be mad anymore. That was his way, he always tried to make me laugh. And now I have this awesome memory of him on my last bday with him
Dearest Barry, thank you for making that birthday so incredibly special, even though you never knew it would be my last birthday with you. I will always have special memories of that day, and thank you for giving me that lasting gift. I miss you, and will always love you more than words can express. You'll always be my Sexy Man ;)