I thought that leading up to the 10th, I would re-post my blogs from two years ago. So without further ado, here is today's post from two years ago. The day he was admitted to the hospital.
Please Keep Us In Your Thoughts
It is painful to read these. I am having such a hard time right now, even more so than I did last year. I've been crying at the drop of a hat, been very emotional. Barry's death feels to me like it was just yesterday, and the pain is fresh. The 2nd anniversary really is worse than the 1st. I thought that wasn't true for me, thought I would escape it, but I was wrong.
It feels like it just happened yesterday. The only difference is that I know how to cope with the grief now. And I just let it wash over me. I let those tears spill out of my eyes, let the sobs wrack my shoulders, and deal with the grief headache that ensues.
I miss him so much.