I should never have started a diet without James being here... I failed miserably this weekend. The good thing is, he and I both started the fat smash diet together, this morning. I think that I will be able to do a lot better with him here because I have someone to motivate me, and watch if I try to cheat lol. I've set a new goal (honestly, I can't remember what my goal was from my last post, and I'm really too lazy to go reference it right now) and I want to be down two jean sizes by mid August when I go to Camp Widow.
I've been assured that I can easily do that as I have just under 3.5 months till I leave. I'm hoping I can get in shape enough to do the 5K Widow Dash there too, but we'll see. The best I can do is try, right? I don't even know how much weight that would be to lose, 30lbs maybe? Possibly. I really don't care about the weight at all, I just want to lose sizes and feel good about myself.
I really dislike dieting. It plain old sucks. I miss food. The funny thing is, we get a lot of food on this diet, but its missing the good stuff. The meat, the hearty food. I can't have any of that for the next 9 days. So May 10th is when we can have meat again. I'm already counting down the days.