Well my dear friends, family, and readers, time has come for me to end this blog. I will do one last post, on October 10th, to mark the 2 year anniversary of Barry's passing, but that will be the last one on this blog. I will be starting up a new one, so if you are interested, please contact me and I will let you know when it is up and running.
I just feel that I am moving away from this. The identity I had with this blog was of Barry's wife, the mother of his children, the woman that posted tons of recipes and crafts, the woman that then watched her husband die in front of her eyes, and lastly...Barry's widow.
I will always be Barry's widow, my widowhood will always be with me, and I will identify as a widow for the rest of my life. Moving forward won't change who I am, and what I have experienced. But, I want to start a new blog as Joanna. The single widowed mom of four children, 2 dogs, and two cats. I don't want a blog that involves Barry as the main subject, I want a blog about ME and my kids. I love to write, and I can write well, but this blog feels stifling to me.
I am going to write about Barry's death for you all. You have all been such wonderful amazing followers, and supported me through my darkest times. But that will be my last post here, and I will also have my new blog information for you all by then.
Thank you so much for all your support, especially during the last two years of my life.